【歌词】The Black Parade

早先是爱死了S1E2的,自然对这一季的第二集期待满满,现在看来终究是没让我失望。

The Black Parade (2006)

影片起始的场景和气氛并不让人陌生,乍一看无非是走了某一路乌托邦化的设定,于情节之外已奠定下一重剧场感,作为观影者的我们在一开始就已经被导演勾入了漠然看客的行列,之后现身的正义剧场更是把观影者进一步推远到云端来俯瞰这个地上的谬态人间,这种不遗余力地把观众托高恐怕是为了透过强化和剧中人的界限来于其后狠狠地消解这道界限,方便了你做出冰冷审判之后再彻底把你一同拉进女主身陷的自我拷问。好吧,我承认我爱这种形同深渊中的萧肃感。此外会觉得,这样的主客设置似乎太适合用舞台剧来表现,期待一下。


不做剧透吧还是。之后的情节展开乃至结尾的真相剖露总觉似曾相识,但不妨碍它捅到我了。当失去对生活真实的敏感,更糟的是,当失去参与生活真实的能力,瑟缩壳中,自足却是徒劳的玩赏,这样的我们还有资格得到救赎吗?当一切鲜活被场景取代,伸展所有官能却触不到一丝真实,信赖和归属便断了根,所谓人间地狱,我们是要彻底做定了孤鬼游魂吗?有人说地狱很可怕,那么本片告诉我们:比地狱之痛更可怕的是制造地狱并拿来悦己的我们!A
life in HELL can be AMUSING!

The End.

特别需要说的,如片中这般无限回环式的漫漫惩罚,是地狱特有的。似是导演砸给我们的一个暗喻:我们今天的生活实际形同地狱。剥离了严肃杜绝了思考,只剩下生物快感驱动的灰茫路途,一种反复剧痛到绝望麻木后催生的意义消解感。如同置身你体内的大漏斗,漏光你的梦想和崇高乃至仅存的导向光明的渴望。回环,回环,回环,直到绝望认命,直到连认命也失去气力。

Now come one,
Come all,
To this tragic affair,
Wipe off that make up,
What’s in is despair,
So throw on the black dress,
Mix in with the lot,
You might wake up and notice you’re someone you’re not,
If you look in the mirror and don’t like what you see,
You can find out firsthand what it’s like to be me,
So gather ’round piggies and kiss this goodbye,
I’d encourage your smiles,
I’ll expect you won’t cry,

当女主的剧痛在“正义”的剧场中得到光鲜地铺排乃至赤裸裸地展演,游客们便不仅仅是在正当的语(心)境中安全地释放了自身的恶窥欲,其间必有一个闪念过脑,如同观影的我们一样的闪念:”还好那个倒霉蛋不是我。“因着那不是我而恰好是她,我便不必经历抉择;因着那不是我而恰好是她,我心便不必承受拷问。然而只是如此么?因果不虚,这般施虐的我们,必也是那个曾受虐的我们,不就是因着那个曾经被周遭冷漠吞噬惊惶无助剧痛难捱的我们,才有了今天这个漠然取乐无谓施虐的我们么?受过伤的我们乐得被如此cheap的剧场补偿。

Another contusion,
My funeral jag,
Here’s my resignation,
I’ll serve it in drag,
You’ve got front row seats to the penitence ball,
When I grow up I want to be nothing at all!

精于刀剑,死于刀剑。搭起舞台山寨地狱的我们,必被地狱炼火审判。还是,地狱炼火的匡救才是人类最靠谱的指望?

I say yeah,
Yeah,
I say yeah,
Yeah,
Come on, come on, come on, come on

“They think we’re in heaven but we’re living in hell
When will they love only time will tell

Where I’m from so much is going on
I feels like I’m living in the wild,wild west
Depending on the beast where the streets is curbed

If heaven is up there,this is hell on earth
This is my society,sex money and drugs
So I pay in the streets,I’m like,where is the love?
Was it lost somewhere,nowhere to be found
While money keeps making the world go round
I’m surrounded by bloodshed,yeah
We need to make a change but it will never stop
…”

Save me!
(Get me the hell out of here!)
Save me!
(Too young to die and my dear;)
You can’t…
(Well if you can hear me, just walk away and…)
…Take me
Yeah


Dead!

Yeah!

And if your heart stops beating
I’ll be here wondering
Did you get what you deserve?

The ending of your life
And if you get to heaven
I’ll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end and if your life won’t wait
Then your heart can’t take this

Have you heard the news that you’re dead?
No one ever had much nice to say
I think they never liked you anyway
Oh take me from the hospital bed
Wouldn’t it be grand it ain’t exactly what you planned
And wouldn’t it be great if we weren’t dead?

Oh, Dead.

Tongue-tied and oh so squeamish
You never fell in love
Did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your life
And if you get to heaven
I’ll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end and if your life won’t wait
Then your heart can’t take this

Have you heard the news that you’re dead?
No one ever had much nice to say
I think they never liked you anyway
Oh take me from the hospital bed
Wouldn’t it be grand to take a pistol by the hand
And wouldn’t it be great if we were

Dead
And in my honest observation
During this operation
Found a complication
In your heart
So long
‘Cause now you’ve got
Maybe just two weeks to live
Is that the most the both of you can give?

1, 2
1, 2, 3, 4
La la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la la
Well come on
La la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la la

Oh muthafucker
If life ain’t just a joke
Then why are we laughing?
If life ain’t just a joke
Then why are we laughing?
If life ain’t just a joke
Then why are we laughing?
If life ain’t just a joke
Then why am I dead?

Dead!


This is How I Disappear

Go!

To unexplain
The unforgivable
Drain all the blood
And give the kids a show

By streetlight, this dark night
A seance down below
There’s things that I have done
You never
Should ever know

And without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone forever now
And without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone forever now

Who walks among the famous living dead
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed
And if you could talk to me
Tell me if it’s so
That all the good girls go to heaven
Well heaven knows

That without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone forever now
And without you is how I disappear
And live my life alone forever now

Can you hear me cry out to you words I thought I’d choke on
Figure out I’m really not so with you anymore
I’m just a ghost

So I can’t hurt you anymore
So I can’t hurt you anymore

And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink?
Let me go!
Fuck!

So you can
Well now so
You can
I’m so far away from you
Well now so
You can

And without you is how I disappear
And without you is how I disappear
And without you is how I disappear
And without you is how I disappear

Forever
Forever now


The Sharpest Lives

Well it rains and it pours
When you’re out on your own
If I crash on the couch
Can I sleep in my clothes?
‘Cause I’ve spent the night dancing
I’m drunk, I suppose
If it looks like I’m laughing
I’m really just asking to leave

This alone, you’re in time for the show
You’re the one that I need
I’m the one that you loathe
You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose
‘Cause I love all the poison
Away with the boys in the band

I’ve really been on a bender and it shows
So why don’t you blow me a kiss before she goes?

Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me

There’s a place in the dark where the animals go
You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow
Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands
Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo

I’ve really been on a bender and it shows
So why don’t you blow me a kiss before she goes?

Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me

Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
(Why does it have to be?)
A light to burn all the empires
(Why does it have to see?)
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me
Sane abandoned me


Welcome to the Black Parade

When I was a young boy
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band
He said, “Son, when you grow up
Would you be the savior of the broken
The beaten and the damned?”

He said, “Will you defeat them?
Your demons and all the non-believers
The plans that they have made?
Because one day I’ll leave you
A phantom to lead you in the summer
To join the black parade”

When I was a young boy
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band
He said, “Son, when you grow up
Would you be the savior of the broken
The beaten and the damned?”

Sometimes I get the feeling she’s watching over me
And other times I feel like I should go
And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets
And when you’re gone we want you all to know

We’ll carry on, we’ll carry on
And though you’re dead and gone, believe me
Your memory will carry on, we’ll carry on
And in my heart I can’t contain it, the anthem won’t explain it

And while that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back and let’s shout out loud and clear
Defiant to the end we hear the call

To carry on, we’ll carry on
And though you’re dead and gone, believe me
Your memory will carry on, we’ll carry on
And though you’re broken and defeated, your weary widow marches

On and on we carry through the fears (Oh, oh, oh)
Disappointed faces of your peers (Oh, oh, oh)
Take a look at me
‘Cause I could not care at all

Do or die, you’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you’ll never break me
You want it all, you want to play this part

I won’t explain or say I’m sorry
I’m unashamed, I’m gonna show my scar
Give a cheer for all the broken
Listen here because it’s who we are

I’m just a man, I’m not a hero
Just a boy who had to sing this song
I’m just a man, I’m not a hero
I don’t care

We’ll carry on, we’ll carry on
And though you’re dead and gone, believe me
Your memory will carry on, we’ll carry on
And though you’re broken and defeated, your weary widow marches on.

Do or die, you’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you’ll never break me
You want it all
(We’ll carry on) You want to play this part

Do or die, you’ll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you’ll never break me
You want it all
(We’ll carry on) You want to play this part


I Don’t Love You

Well when you go
Don’t ever think I’ll make you try to stay,
And maybe when you get back,
I’ll be off
To find another way

When after all this time that you still owe
You’re still a good-for-nothing I don’t know,
So take your gloves and get out,
Better get out
While you can

When you go
And would you even turn to say,
I don’t love you
Like I did
Yesterday

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating,
But baby when they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay

When after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar’s just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

When you go
And would you even turn to say,
I don’t love you
Like I did
Yesterday

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say,
I don’t love you
Like I loved you
Yester…day-hey-heyja
I don’t love you
Like I loved you
Yester…day-hey-heyja
I don’t love you
Like I loved you yesterday.


House of Wolves

Yeah, I know a thing about contrition
Because I got enough to spare
And I’ll be grantin’ your permission
Cause you haven’t got a prayer
Well I said, hey hallelujah
I’m gonna come on sing the praise
Let the spirit come on through you
We got innocence for days

Well, I think I’m gonna burn in hell
Everybody burn the house right down

And say, what I wanna say
Tell me I’m an angel
Take this to my grave
Tell me I’m a bad man
Kick me like a stray
Tell me I’m an angel
Take this to my grave

You play ring around the ambulance
Like you never gave a care
So get the choir boys around you
It’s a compliment, I swear
And I said, ashes to ashes, we all fall down
I wanna hear you sing the praise
I said, ashes to ashes, we all fall down
We got innocence for days

Well I think I’m gonna burn in hell
Everybody burn the house right down

And say what I wanna say
Tell me I’m an angel
Take this to my grave
Tell me I’m a bad man
Kick me like a stray
Tell me I’m an angel
Take this to my grave

You better run like the devil
Cause they’re never gonna leave you alone

You better hide up in the alley
Cause they’re never gonna find you a home

And as the blood runs down the walls (Blood runs down the walls)
You see me creepin’ up these halls
I’ve been a bad motherfucker
Tell your sister I’m another

Go, go, go

I said, say, what I wanna say
Tell me I’m an angel
Take this to my grave
Tell me I’m a bad man
Kick me like a stray
Tell me I’m an angel
Take this to my grave

Tell me I’m a bad bad bad bad man. x4

Yes I am
Yes I am.


Cancer

Turn away
If you could get me a drink of water
‘Cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my Aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors
My sisters and my brothers, still
I will not kiss you
‘Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

Now turn away
‘Cause I’m awful just to see
‘Cause all my hair’s abandoned all my body
Oh, my agony
Know that I will never marry
Baby I’m just soggy from the chemo
Counting down the days to go

It just ain’t living
And I just hope you know
That if you say
If you say
Goodbye today
Goodbye today
I’d ask you to be true
I’d ask you to be true

‘Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you…

‘Cause the hardest part of this
Is leaving you.


Mama

Mama, we all go to hell
Mama, we all go to hell
I’m writing this letter and wishing you well
Mama, we all go to hell

Oh well now, Mama, we’re all gonna die
Mama, we’re all gonna die
Stop asking me questions, I hate to see you cry
Mama, we’re all gonna die

And when we go don’t blame us, yeah
We’ll let the fires just bathe us, yeah
You made us oh so famous;
We’ll never let you go
And when you go don’t return to me my love

Mama, we’re all full of lies
Mama, we’re meant for the flies
And right now they’re building a coffin your size
Mama, we’re all full of lies

Well mother look what the war did to my legs and to my tongue.
You should have raised a baby girl
I should’ve been a better son
If you could coddle the infection
They can amputate at once
You should’ve been
I could have been a better son

And when we go don’t blame us, yeah
We’ll let the fires just bathe us, yeah
You made us oh so famous;
We’ll never let you go

She said, “You ain’t no son of mine!”
For what you’ve done they’re
gonna find a place for you
And just you mind your manners when you go.

And when you go don’t return to me my love,
That’s right

Mama, we all go to hell
Mama, we all go to hell
It’s really quite pleasant except for the smell
Mama, we all go to hell

Mama, Mama, Mama, ohhhh
Mama, Mama, Mama, ohhhh

Mother War (Liza Minnelli): And if you would call me a sweetheart
I’d maybe then sing you a song

The Patient: But the shit that I’ve done with this fuck of a gun
You would cry out your eyes all night

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